Do you know where are you in spiritual? Most people believe they have reached a certain stage or level in the spiritual world. They start behaving like a person who has reached somewhere. So who decides where you have reached in spiritual?
Ask your Master and you will be shocked. If the idea comes to you that you have grown spiritually or progressed then know it’s your ego speaking.
When your mind talks or you make self judgments know that you are regressing and not progressing. Because the first thing that is taught in spiritual is to overcome the mind. And that is exactly what you haven’t overcome! So you have fallen down and not climbed the lofty stairs to liberation.